“Every Fucking Night” is one of the most personal songs I’ve ever written. It’s a look back at the years I spent drowning myself in cheap beer, hard liquor, and anything that could quiet the noise in my head.
Night after night, I caused pain I didn’t even realize I was causing — to myself, to the people I love, and especially to the ones who never stopped believing I could do better. This song isn’t just about the drinking. It’s about the regret.
The fear. The shame. And eventually… the change. I grew up better than the life I was living. I knew it. My mama knew it. My wife knew it. And still, I kept sliding deeper until I was one bad night away from not waking up.
